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so a quick update...yes i got another dog. he is a red shiba inu. his name is malcome. tonight we are getting another red shiba inu, a female names suki. i do adore malcome. he rarely leaves my side. i also got a new car. 2004 white chevy aveo. i love it but i dont love payments. kyle is going to be 22 in less then a month. he is my heart and soul. my sister gave me her laptop. pretty sweet. oh and the biggest thing on my mind right now....i went to my very first metal concert tuesday night. kyle andy and i went to springfield, virginia to see EPICA and KAMELOT and it was the best sound i have ever heard. i think i have a crush on ron-the guy from KAMELOT. and simone from EPICA. wow. it seems that now when i listen to KAMELOT they sound 100 times better....i think because i can picture ron's? face (i think thats his name)amazing. oh and i am still searching for a college to transfer to. im getting info on two more so we'll see how it turns out. maybe i'll post some pictures later...dont hold your breath.
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[21 Aug 2006|09:21pm] |
for all of those who haven't heard the wreched news yet....my precious puppy was killed friday, august 18th. he got loose from the backyard and someone hit them while he was running down the street. we don't know who did it. may he rest in peace, he was my best friend and the love of my life. it's so hard to get along with out with, there hasn't been a day yet that i haven't cried, i never thought it would be this hard. it's still so unbelievable. but enough of that, i just wanted to update you on that. thanks. -heather
i love you. rest in peace.
i am getting his ashes back so he will always be with me.
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| i never knew what i was missing |
[03 Aug 2006|10:12pm] |
so apparently we are in the process of looking for another dog for alex to play with. i am also trying to get a cat. i saw this amazingly gorgeous one at the spca.
i don't think the pool will ever be done. we have to drain it and take 1/2 the liner off to fix the washers. pretty annoying. and after thats done we still have to fix the pump and build a little platform for the steps so we can get inside.
i'm applying to alvernia. for the spring semester. i will commute for that semester.
this summer seemed to be pretty uneventful. kyle and i went camping for a few days. thats about the biggest vacation we had. next week we are going to six flags and wildwood for the first and probably last time this summer.
there is a new show on the scifi channel 'who wants to be a superhero' i need to get the cable hooked up in my room so i can watch it because i think it's amazing.
i need to get some money together so i can buy my books for this coming semester. what an exciting event in ones life. i can't believe that i'm going to be graduating from montco with an associates degree. i can't believe kyle has one. it's crazy what growing up does to you.
sunday is my brothers birthday. he will be 32. 32!!! in my mind he is always between 26 and 28 but thats probably because i haven't seen/talked to him since he was about 28. my moms birthday is also in august. i guess we have to throw her some type of party cause it's a milestone birthday. i wont reveal which one for her safety.
there are so many things i need to buy. if any one is interested or knows someone who is interested in buying a 98 ford contour, you let me know. it only has about 70,000 miles on it. which is pretty low for a 98. and it's metallic red. and the ac works in it wonderfully. and it has a cd player in it. and if ya need any more info or pictures just let me know. i want to get this puppy off my hands. oh and it has a brand new water pump. woo hoo.
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[13 Jun 2006|10:47pm] |
i love ceramics and debbie freed.
we saw a hair extension on the bathroom floor. real gross.
i finally have a job. and pretty much love it, as much as one can love a job. i get to wear scrubs. and i love alex. my little gentleman.
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| rainbows are visions, not only illusions |
[25 Apr 2006|06:06pm] |
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i was outside reading for a many few hours. and my left arm is burnt now. sucker. stupid left arm. with its stupid burn line. got a lot of good reading done tho.
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[11 Apr 2006|04:04pm] |
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I kinda feel like crap right now. I was writing in this for about ten minutes and then lost everything I wrote down. So I guess it wasn't supposed to be posted. I know what I wrote, I guess that's all that matters. It was just a long letter to someone in my life that makes me miserable. I don't think I could explain everything I had in the letter ever. But I think I could have continued to write it for at least another ten minutes. Maybe I just need a therapist to talk to. Would that make things better.
I don't want your sympathy. All I need is friendship. I've lived my whole life dealing with this, people feeling bad for me can't change anything for the better. Unless you want to find me an amazing paying job, get a loan for a car, and a cheap apartment that allows pets.
It's a sad sad day in the world when you hear yourself saying "It's ok, I'm used to being depressed."
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[27 Mar 2006|03:48pm] |
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Two people today asked me why I was with Kyle, what I saw in him. I simply told them it was because of his gorgeous eyes because I didn't feel like spilling my guts. But why am I with him? How can I possibly list the reasons. Mainly because I love him and I am IN love with him. I DO love his eyes, I love his smile, his face, his hands, his body, his wit, his intelligence, his humor, his voice. I love it when he holds me and everything is alright. I love it when he holds me and my world feels complete. I love that I know all his faults and I still love him. I love him because I can just be in his presence and feel comforted. I love how he makes me feel when I'm around him. I could go on forever, but to save you from getting any quiezier then you might already be I won't. So basically I love him because of who he is. I love him because he is Kyle.
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| they never said the end was this near |
[08 Mar 2006|04:33pm] |
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Piece of you in me-PTW
You never understand
when you always act the same
oh beautiful your lips taste of red
copper always excited me
I need to hear your laugh when I'm dying on the other line
you perform better when I'm not near you
and it cracks the world spins away
I'm flying again
I can't believe that this is over again
pieces will carry away pieces of you in me
pretty much sums up everything in my life.
please understand if you make me miserable. i dont
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| its not unusual to have fun with anyone |
[29 Aug 2005|04:18pm] |
ok 1st- got a few new pictures up. view them. love them.
2nd. ohio was awesome. one day i will get pictures from that.
(and a picture of my new pup)
3rd. i was brushing my teeth and my toothbrush broke? ive never heard of that happening before. but it stabbed me in the gum and it hurt.
4th. classes are starting soon. looking forward to seeing a lot of people. not lookin forward to bio and math and hardly getting to see kyle. (i might be getting a second job so there goes my free time)
5th. did i mention yet about the passing of my kitty? 17 yrs after her birth we had to put her down because of a cancerous tumor growing on her eyelid. heartbreaking :(
6th. we didnt get to go on our balloon ride saturday because of the weather (dumb hurricane messing things up) so oneday we will finally go on it.
<3
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[15 Aug 2005|04:19pm] |
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i am off to ohio in the morning at four am. will be there until friday. not sure what time we are coming home on friday but. it shall be fun. <3
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| water rides = death. |
[22 Jul 2005|12:51pm] |
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so we went to six flags and hurricane harbor yesterday. fun fun fun. went on the houdiene (sp? sorry) and superman {spotted stevo on superman! haha) and were dying of heat so we decided to go to hurricane harbor and cool off. so we play in the wave pool and go eat and float down this lil river and then decide to go into this big raft thing that shoots down a big tube. so we all climb in and the guy pushes us down and we go FLYING. we almost tip over a few times we are going so fast, by the time we get to the bottom, i think i let go of the handles cause i was so scared. how joey describes it (cause i dont remember seeing anyone) kyle was laying down, meliss was leaning down on the bottom, and i was gone. I WAS GONE!!!!! when we hit the water, i FLEWWWWW out. hahahah. it was sooooo funny. my leg was still in the boat momentarily but i just disappeared. so everyone was like woah are you guys ok? and then this lady was like ha! were you guys rocking the boat or anything? no we werent. someone was like- ive been watching people come down that slide for a while and ive NEVER see that!!!! oh goodness. it was so funny. so we went on a few more slides, with just double tubes, again i wasnt holding on for two of the three and fell off. then we moseied on back to the park and went on NITRO. and i thought i was gonna turn inside out. that drop is WICKED! some girl was crying. and we went on batman and robin...a fourty second ride. haha. crazy. the guy who was running it just pushed the button and said "goodbye!" and we SHOT out of there. and then of course dip N dots. lovely time. lovely time. no more big water rides for me tho. i dont wanna take the chance of dying again.
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[13 Jul 2005|10:52pm] |
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apparently it rained when i was at work and thunder stormed here. when i got home pops told me he was sitting outside on the pourch watching the rain when a lightening bolt hit our neighbors tree and cracked off a few branches. it fucked up our phone lines and i figured out it fried our caller id box. crazy. im jealous i didnt get to see it strike.
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| and everything was o.k. |
[05 Jul 2005|01:28pm] |
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ha ok 4th of july update. kyle and i go over to kt's. her brother lights off some bottle rockets. we get bored and go to a fireworks stand. buy lots of cool ones. go to waltz's. find some money and treat people to ice cream. go to kyles house to set off the rest of our fireworks... and heres there the best part comes...dan and i decided to light three boxes of sparklers up at once, me being the one holding them all. so we get them lit, they start sparking, and all of a sudden they BURST out into flames. hahahah i threw them cause i didnt want my arm to be burnt off. but it was THEE best thing i could have ever seen. then end :)
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[29 Jun 2005|07:20pm] |
onlyfoolsrushin
trustinbetrayal
heather
heather marie
mine are kinda boring kt :(
summer classes are over :):):):):):):):):)
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| it doesnt feel right holding someone elses hand |
[16 Jun 2005|10:17pm] |
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so i was in a sitting with three brothers. and the mother said to them after i got them all set up "I'll flash you to get you to smile!!! I don't care, she's a girl (meaning me) I'LL DO IT!" and im like what the fuck? what kind of mother says that to her children!?!? and then. when they came back to look at them. the oldest...11, was all i think hitting on me and said "so..are you here alone?" im like no! ah. psycho.
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| ahh! |
[15 Jun 2005|03:56pm] |
compliments of kim-compliments from dane cook. i cried.
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[07 Jun 2005|11:10pm] |
ahhh. kyle finally got a myspace. ha i love him.
wooooo. summer classes are half way over. not soon enough. nothing really exciting. maybe a party in wildwood in a few weeks. got a kickass beach towel.
<3
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[21 May 2005|07:35pm] |
we got some new furniture. very exciting. i love it. sorry kyle the amazon couch is gone. mom just found an arm in the couch.
smokey killed a baby bunny. i tried to save it but i was too late. then she ate it.
the new month i wont be very available to hang out a lot. i apologize. summer classes arent meant for you to have fun in the summer when you are taking them. booo.
i cant wait to paint the house.
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| ...and i thought it was over |
[18 May 2005|03:41pm] |
summer classes started tuesday. alllll they way until the end of june. sucks but oh well. i think only one of my summer classes is going to be hard so. i'll ge through it. ha.
who wants to find me a new job?
i got some gross bug bites along with my peelingredback. :(
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